Saturday, September 11, 2004
11:11 AM
morning!hahaz..today woke up even later..hahaz..okie..ytd..hmm..nth much also..but at nite listen to the jing qu jiang..5566 got a position!!!best-selling cd!!i didnt expect tat!!!woohooo!!!hahaz..then i was alone in mi room then screamed(softly..hehez..)then down there clapping mi hands..hehez..going nutz..but too happie!!hahaz..juz now was reading bf's blog..then she said we cant forget certain things..hahaz..well..i think for mi rite..i know i will nv forget..so i dun bother trying to forget..hahaz..but can onli try mi very best not to think about it onli..:)..hahaz..then after reading her blog..then i realised i got so mani quotes!!hahaz..like wads urs will eventualli be urs..bla bla..hahaz..but i realli believed in tat..:)..hmm..liking a person is noting tat he/she will always be happie n even if we cant get wad we wan..at least he/she is happie tats enough?hahaz..i always believed in tat..coz liking is not possessing..but is giving tat person happiness instead..:)..hmm..clemence has been smsing mi for the past few days..yet again..but i nv reply him..dunno wad happen to mi..i dun ignore ppl's smses de..then this time ignore his..then ytd he called mi to go out today..but i still nv reply him..coz i find it very weird la..he say next wk he going overseas for ns training..then call mi go out..mi prelims continuing on monday leh..then somemore he has a galfren now..i cant realli be tat close with him..i dun wan the same thing to happen again..esp when i know i wun like him anymore..coz im like tat de..once i made up mi mind on smth..i will nv pick it up..even when itz rite beside mi..maybe tats y i think so much..then in the end i also dun wanna reject him..so i nv reply..got a feeling tat hez selfish..coz onli think of his own interests..kevin down there calling mi to study all day long..he down there calling mi to go out with him..contradiction between 2 gd frenz..n he dun care about his galfren n mi feelings..does he know tat the incident of mi being the third party..which is not true..is still haunting mi..whenever i see the other sharon i will try to avoid her?he dunno..coz i nv tell him..n his galfren also..wad will she think if her boyfren keep talking to another gal?hmm..so tats y i nv reply him all the smses..to avoid hurting anyone..though maybe he will get a bit pissed off when i nv reply his smses..hmm..everyone also calling mi to study..so after writing this i will go back to studies again le..hahaz..hmm..7th consecutive day im dreaming of tat..think the dream is going to last for at least 1 mth or so..again..
